~Romans 7:15, NIV
Here it is already: 2014. It's New Year's Day, and everyone (it seems) is making resolutions for 2014. I have never made a New Year's Resolution, at least not projecting out for the entire year. I understand it's an inspirational, empowering way to start the new year. I understand it challenges us to better ourselves. I understand most people don't keep their resolutions past the first few months, but that some succeed and have a great sense of accomplishment at the end of it all. And I understand that I would be one of the former. That's why I don't do it.
But this year is different. This year I am putting my hand in the hand of God, and stepping out into the darkness, trusting that it will be better for me than a light, and safer than the known. And so, I am making a few New Year's Resolutions. The first is to get back to work building up this blog. My goal is to update it no less than monthly. The second is to self-publish my poetry collection, with a goal of having it 'on the market' by the end of February. The third is to be more disciplined in pretty much all of my habits, but I'm not sure how I should quantify that yet. More later. And the fourth and most important is to not only put my hand into the hand of God and step out into the darkness, but to then move forward in trust.
As we all bid farewell to 2013, I am bidding farewell to sitting still, and embracing the uncertainty of having nowhere to lay my head. I am saying goodbye to putting my hand to the plow and looking back, and hello to John 14:13-14. Goodbye status quo; hello change. Goodbye self-reliance; hello God. Goodbye comfortable; hello terrified. I'll shake the dust of 2013 off my feet and move on. No amount of doubt on my part will stop me, because my God feeds birds and clothes flowers.
I am ready for the New Year. Are you?
 From the poem God Knows, by Minnie Louise Haskins
 Luke 9:58
 And John 15:7-8, John 15:16, John 16:23-24 and Philippians 4:13, and so forth.
 Matthew 6:25-34
Not really, but I am determined to meet it head-on anyway.